haaayz….

–the company–

My head’s in a jam
Can’t take you off my mind
From the time we met
I’ve been beset by thoughts of you
And the more that I ignore this feeling
The more I find myself believing
That I just have to see you again

I can’t let you pass me by
I just can’t let you go
But I know that I am much too shy
To let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true

Like a child again
I’m at a loss for words
How does one define
A crush combined with longing?
Longing to possess you oh so dearly
I’m obsessed by you completely
I’ll go mad if I can’t have you

I can’t let you pass me by
I just can’t let you go
But I know that I am much too shy
To let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true

(Instrumental)

Oooooooooohhhhhhh

I can’t let you pass me by
I just can’t let you go
But I know that I am much too shy
To let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true

I can’t let you pass me by
I just can’t let you go
Let me say the things and say the words
To let you know
I would rather say the awkward words
Than lose you
Or for love to fade
Before it can come true

hayz! (sigh) i really dunno wer to start now! all stuffs in my life are…hmmm.wats that term!well. things are falling to the wrong places unfortunately! mahirap tlagang mgbago! cramming days n naman! malapit na mtapos ang sem…tsk tsk,mukang ala pa kong ngagawang matino ngaun sem na to ah! (sigh!) puro regrets. pambihira! mukang ndi na ko bgay sa title na ‘professor emeritus’ sa pagiging crammer ah! kc nmn puro late na ang mga papers ko! mukang habang tumatagal. mas lalo akong tinatamad ah! tsk. tsk. tsk. too bad for myself! hanggang daydreaming na lang ba ang mga gusto kong mangyari! yoko na tlga! sarap magpahinga~! kahit nmn sabihin kong ayoko na eh! d  nmn pede! nyak! eh di patay ako! hays! sarap din nmn kcng maging kumplikado ang buhay..in fairness nag-eenjoy ako..pero bat ganon. i still cant accept those changes na mga ngyayari sakin..hays,.i miss d old cathlyn joy…teka my kinalman kaya un sa pagbabago ko ng pngalan! haha! joke! vughsh! lagi nmng ito ang probleme ko eh! hayz…ok lng nmn cgurong mging stagnant noh! haha!no! of course not! un kc ang mali, ala akong prinsipyo sa buhay><feeling ko kasi mahalaga ang may motto ka! para my motivation ka! ahaha! joke! pero in fairnress tototo nmn un d ba! hays,,cguro dapat na kpong mgpromise sa srili ko na dapat…ala nmn~

1.dis month..d muna ako magfafast food..hehe! tipid tipid muna..stil many debts to pay eh>>.summer na lng ulit! babay mcdo french fries and kfc hot & spicy chicken! i’ll surely miss you!

                                                                              -fin-

HALF CRAZY
Freestyle
from the album: Live @ 19th East

(right-click on CONTROLS above to control playback functions)

Know I havent slept a week at all
Since you've been gone
And my eyes are kinda tired
From crying all night long
Know i've never been too good at cooking just for one
It's so lonely here without you darling
Come back home

'cause i'm half crazy
Feelin' sorry for myself
Half crazy
Worried you'd find someone else to love

Know life hasnt been much fun at all
Since you've been gone
And my eyes being to feel
Each time I hear a sound
I spent every minute asking myself
What went wrong
Can't we try to talk it over baby
Come back home

'cause i'm half crazy
Feelin' sorry for myself
Half crazy
Worried you'd find someone else to love
But baby there is no-one else
Half crazy
For everything you saying
Half crazy
No one else could love you like I do

(break)

'cause i'm half crazy
Feelin' sorry for myself
Half crazy
Worried you'd find someone else to love
But baby there is no-one else
Half crazy
For everything you saying
Half crazy
No one else could ever love you
No one else could ever be

Half crazy
Feeling sorry for myself
And i'm worried you'll find someone else
Feeling sorry for myself
Half crazy (faded)

1. dhee

2. ate yvette

3. julie ann

4. xtian

…cno pa kyang susunod na babati?

…THANKS GUYZ! luv yah!

people are so strange and so am I! haaayz! im really in a fluid state ryt now! really feel bored of everythiNg! maciaDo na Kcing monotonous and i feel SO helpless! eto na nmn ang sakit ko. ewan ko ba! maciado na ata akong ngiging senti. nakaktmad na kasi knowing na wala din naman akong ginagawa.(ERR! dami kayang dapat gawin) im not happy anymore. sarap bombahin ng sarili. i feel so numb. things are getting too complicated.  im wondering wat if im not hir…im livin in a simple life! no pretentions. no hassles. no cramming. ewn ko ba! ayoko na tlaga honestly. i tot that after doing dat and experiencing those precious moments eh mukang mas lalong dumami ang mga confusions ko. i even dont know how to decyd wat’ s really ryt. things change and so do i! now i realized that i hate growing. sana pla bata na lang ako forever so that i wont feel this ***…! ang lungkot ko tlaga! ewan ko ba!

lumalaki na nga ko! haha! joke! matanda na! well..its just that, im making some ryt decisions in my life! hindi dapat sugod ng sugod! minsan kc khit sobrang tempting tas feeling mo sobrang ganda  ng offer, dapat hindi igrab lahat! mahirap kcng pagsabay-sabayin, lalo na’t u dont know wat are really ur priorities! mahirap ng magkamali dis tym dahil marami ng nadadamay!

hayz!

masarap nga sigurong mabuhay! (",)