haaayz….

it is time to move on cath….

sabi nung frend ko…,muka daw lagi akong badtrip…well!

>ung acads ko…mukang sumasablay! exam ko na sa fbs 136 tomorrow! huhu!

>hays thanks to marj, kung d cia na-adik sa way back into love eh d sana, d rin ako maaadik ngaun! hehe!

>hays…love is unfair! bat ang daming nagsusuffer pa rin sa :"word" na to! bat love pa ung tawag sa kania! potah!

> still love ***! and im still suffering lyk hell!

> how can i move on! kainis!

>go cathlyn joy! u can do it!

> u should!

chiao!

ATE,enjoi nka ba sa ginagawa mo?…

>ate, u just nid to love urself. u dont nid *** love!…

>love urself completely ate. Nghahanap ka lang ng love kya k ngkakaganyan…

>bigla kang mapaghanap ate, tama?

>u Can have so much love. tpong u can have it in God, friends, parents but specially from urself!…

>by treating urself imnportant hindi everyone can c ur value in sometime!…

>ung tipo ate na makikita nung taong magmamahal sau ung value mo kya ka niya mamahalin, d ka sasaktan at lalo kang pahahalagahan…

>atleast ate iba ka,in a way ur special!?

atleast ate at the end of the day nasabi natin sa srili natin na "i love myself dats y im special and ders a tym d man 4 me will come"…

>>>>THIS MESSAGES REALLY SUCKS!

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I’ve been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I’ve been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can’t make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs I know that it’s out there There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light Not just somebody just to get me throught the night I could use some direction And I’m open to your suggestions All I want to do is find a way back into love I can’t make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration 
Not just another negotiation All I want to do is find a way back into love I can’t make it through without a way back into love 
And if I open my heart to you I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

tuesday! july 17, 2007

-ayun birthday nga pla ni kuya juls ngaun, pati din ni joan tsaka ni aldred…happy birthday nga pla sa kanila>

-nag-alarm ako ng 5 am (530 sa fone ko) kc i have a class at 7 pero wat d heck as usual tinatamad akong bumangon…hanggang sa mag-alrm ako ng 6 am…up to the point na ayoko tlgang bumangon at ngdecide n wag pumasok ng class ko! gawd! —-absent ako ng 184 class ko!

-balak ko ngang mg self-declared holiday dis day kaso nakoncencia nmn ako kc major ko ung sunod na class ko but ngdecide din akong mgpalate…hayz

-late nga mo. tas pgdating ko sa collge sa my lobby,,,potah! nakita ko ung dugyuting bata! hayz…makakirita! uso nmn kcng maligo d ba?!

-hays tas d pla ako late kc d pa nkakapgset-up ng popwerpoint ung teacher ko…tsk tsk swerte pa din..hehe!

-feel na feel kong maglecture pero eto nmang teacher ko eh ang bilis2 mgpalit ng slides..kumusta nmn un?

-hays…intersting sana ung subject kaso mejo parang d ko cia maaapreciate kc ang chever niang mgturo eh!

-after nun..tapos na din ang lecture sa wakas..tas aun. ngpunta sa rum nia to get those stuffs para sa mga rxn papers na gagawin…eh mamaya pa pla makukuha tlgang 3 pm…ang gulo tlga garbe!

-den suddenly. ngtext c kua bert! top 1 daw c kuya uze sa forestry board exam.mabuhay ang affs-uplb!

-ayun sobra akong naexcite at lumabas ako ng rum ni sir and ayun ngsisigaw kami ng mahina (anu daw!) with my sisses dahil sa isang npkagandang balita!

-kaso ala pang result ung top ten…sana nmn nakapasa aung mga brods and sisses nmin na ngtake! again..mabuhay ang affs-uplb!

-sobrang nakakaoverwhelm tlga na ang tatalino ng mga orgmates ko…mukang nakakapressure magboard ah!hehe!

-ayun…kylangang magtop tlga kami para sa nxt board exam…haha! tsaka it only shows na di  kylangang my honors ka para magtop sa board exam anner! hehe!asa tao yan eh! basta mag-affs ka lang! ahehe~!

-eniwez…mabuhay tlaga ang affs-upl saya ng buhay!

miss my kuya! ingat ka lagi!

pati na din c nikki..miss na kita pamangkin ko!

ciempre miss ko na din c denise anner! inaanak ko ata un! tita ninang loves u so much baby! babawi ako sau promise pag my work na ko tsaka if things in the future will not be complicated as now! love u!

hmmm,…ang bango nmn sa netshop na to! hay,,,ang sarap kumain plus ang ganda pa ng background na song! umuulan pa! cmonn! sarap matulog! aun kakatapos pa lang ng class ko…up to 8 pm un!?kumusta nmn un d ba? wez parusa!d ko na nga maabsorb eh..nakakantok na ko tska exhausted na ko d hul day kya aun! plus the fact that im mending a broken heart! (huwaw nmn cath! ) ahahah! gawd! gago! as if nmn…but in fairness…nasaktan tlga ako! hayz…ewn ko ba! eniweis khit nmn minsan eh nging istupido ako and at the same tym naconfuse ako sa srili ko!~ wahaha! grabe! dapat busy busyhan ang lola mo! thesis. org, acads…wez! i should be workaholic! i already erase dat person to my system…actually panu kya mgdelete ng frends sa frendster? ahehe! d nmn ako mciadong bitter no! anner! ahaha! kc nmn sa tuwing naiicip ko cia at nakikita sya eh natatnga n nmn ako eh but kaya ko to!~ ako pa! darating din lang tlaga ung taong magmamahal para sa akin! tsaka maciado nakong busy para icpin ang mga bgay na ala nmang kakwenta kwenta d ba?as if! anner! magmaldita daw ba?ahehe! nga pla! bitter na kung bitter! haha! hayz…really miss dat person..nagpapakatotoo lang nmn ako eh! cia ang ngturo ng mga ganito! eniweis…tama na nga! no hurt feelings…promise! ahehe! plastik!

wew! wat a relief! i jas realized dat frends are really better than lovers! sabi nga ni elai…"lovers come and go, but frends will stay with you even at the lowest point of ur life! " (sabi nga nia ba to~! ahehe!)

im jas thankful that God gave me good frends whom i can turn on to…but dont worry im ok na! ahehe!

ala lang un! isang matinding kahibangan! kc nmn…ahaha! nweiz…ive learned my lesson! dat experience really sucks!

* go cath! naghihintay sau ang bagtikan para iculture mo na! ahaha!

lately, things became  so complicated…i reaLLY know wAt to do! i have never been inlove for all my life but i really dont know wat i feel this time since dat person came into my life last week! gawd! i barely know this person but one thing is for sure…it luks like i  really knew her  since before…

…i dunno wat it really feels like to be inlove! thanks to dis person…:)