it’s finally over!
aug 5, 2007…i formally claim to myself that all those ‘bad memories" with *** in my life will be finally over! (waaah..sana nga! ) well sabi nga nila..it’s all in the mind! ano pang silbi ng pagiging frustrated psychologist ko kung d ko nmn sususndin at gagawin d ba? hehe! eniweis..kaya nga frustrated eh! hays…
ayun..last night…i received a message coming from ***, saying dat "wag ka nang magtext."…ayun,,ngulat ako kc d nmn cia ganun mgtext sakin eh…d cia gaunun buong word na mgtext…so suddenly that thought came to my mind na d cia un…pero eniweis..co much for this story…d bottom line is "sguro tama na to! as in!’
para na din sa ikatatahimik naming dalawa..at ikatatahimik ko din!" masaya na cia eh…sobrang saya to the point na naiinis ako sa sarili ako dhil nging intruder ako sa kanila eh! i know the feeling ng nasasaktan,,no matter how i love ***, ayoko na! ayoko na in the sense na ayoko na tlga! gusto ko na ding manahimik no!
para sau!
…sguro nga, we’re not meant to be..haha.joke even friends!heheh! syang noh! im beginning to establish a great friendship with you pa nmn! kaya lang it made me realized na d pa rin pede! kc at the back of my mind eh my ibang motive pa din ako! but im fyting back of this feeling…so for our own good!…wag na muna cguro cba? cguro in the future! hehe! basta wag na muna ngaun! pipigilan ko ang sarili kong itext ka! ahaha! khit na namimiss na kita ng sobra sobra! ahaha! mabait nmn kc ako eh at ayokong mkagambala! basta d least that i can do is to pray for you both! na sana mging happy kau! basta if you feel like texting me and i feel like txting you to…hehe i mean at the ryt time~! aheheh! basta! o panu! ingat na lang! God Bless!
—that’s it! *wink!
